They want me to go home. I don't want to go home because than it's harder to see my babies. I'm also so sad because I get to go home but my babies don't. Shea is aneimic and doesn't like any of the light - heat therapies which sets her back and I don't want to leave her. Ella is my girl I can just tell she's more of a mom's girl, I want to see all her developments and stuff like that. There isn't a Ronald Mcdonald house at this hospital so I have to go home. The hospital is like 20 to 30 minuates away which sucks. I want to see them more. I want to be there with them. It's not fair!!!!! It seems everyone else who has twins gets nice healthy full term every hour of the day twins!!!!!!
Some nurse is going to be with my babies more than me and she isn't even related to them!!!!!!!!

it sucks going home with out your babies but it is good for you to get some real rest tomorrow is another day and soon enough you will be able to take them home with you

I KNOW HOW U FEEL NATALIE MY LITTLE BOY WAS BORN PREMMIE, AND I HATED GOING HOME WITHOUT HIM!!! I REMEMBER THINKING THE SAME THING! WHY DO THESE NURSES GET 2 SPENT MORE TIME WITH MY BABY THAN ME!!! ITS JUST NOT FAIR! BUT HANG IN THERE, STAY POSITIVE AND U WILL B SURPRISED AT HOW TIME FLY'S BEFORE U KNOW IT, UR BABIES WILL B HOME HAPPY AND HEALTHY WITH U GOODLUCK. >EMMA

OOPS!!! SORRY! HATE IT WHEN I SPELL PEOPLES NAME WRONG - PUT AN E INSTEAD OF THE A!!! SORRY NATALIA

Do you think I'm being too envious?

Ryan says I'm green with envy and its immature...what do you think?

I would not say that it is very frustrating having to leave your babies there but remember it is the best place for them right now soon they will be home and you will be wishing you could have a break