you know what, Natalia, if I were in the same situation as you are, I would probably feel the same. I wouldn't call it envious. I mean, every mother wants to be the person closest to their children, it is natural feeling of motherhood.

but this is only gonna be temporary. your girls will eventually come home with you, and you just have to wait till things are ready. you can go to the hospital every day to see them. im sure they will feel ur support and love.

i totally felt the same way when i had to leave my little girl.every day seems like an eternity. it does get better. sleep while you can, before you know it those girls will be home, and you wont have a chance to.

maybe you could consider staying somewhere nearer to the hospital like with a friend or at a hotel?
good luck hope all is well

IT'S QUITE NORMAL 2 FEEL THE WAY U DO I FELT THE SAME WAY WITH MY LITTLE BOY! AS PUCK SAID, IT DOES GET BETTER. HANG IN THERE, AND KEEP US INFORMED ON THE TWINS PROGRESS. EMMA

Natalia hang in here babe it will get better. Your girls are at the best place they can be for now. Every mother hates to leave without their baby but it happens. Keep your chin up sweetie and pm if you need to talk! Nora

Natalia wrote:

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Do you think I'm being too envious?

Ryan says I'm green with envy and its immature...what do you think?

RYAN MAYBE RIGHT ON THIS ONE BUT I THINK THAT IF WE CARRY THESE BABIES FOR 9 MONTHS AND HAVE TO DEAL WITH THE MORNING SICKNESS,SORE BOOBS AND GETTING OUR BUTTS KICKED FROM THE INSIDE THEN WE HAVE THE RIGHT TO BE THAT WAY A LITTLE BIT. I MEAN WE HAVE HOUSED THIS PRECIOUS LITTLE HUMAN AND ALL WE WANT TO DO IS LOVE AND PROTECT THEM!! I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL MY OLDEST WAS BORN PREMATURE BUT LUCKILY THERE WAS A MCDONALD HOUSE THERE. AND HE ONLY HAD TO STAY FOR 10 DAYS. JUST KEEP YOUR HEAD UP AND TELL THEM BEAUTIFUL BABIES THAT YOU LOVE THEM AND HOLD THEM AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE AND THE TIME WILL FLY BY MORE QUICKLY THAN YOU THINK. IF YOU NEED TO VENT JUST PM ME ANYTIME! I'LL KEEP ALL OF Y'ALL IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS