I don't think you need advice, you just need someone to tell you TO GO!! Go see her!! Have you visited her in the past two years? If not, please please go see her. And when you get better financial arrangement, get her back!!

I don't know if I am going to go yet. This takes a lot of deciding but ive e probably decided to go next sunday when im free. But thanks guys!

my heart goes out to you, although my 8yo son is not in foster care, my ex husband kidnapped him in January and i havnt seen or heard from him since, .
everyday i wonder if he still wants to see me, if he cries for me still when he falls and scrapes his knee, and if he needs me when he has nightmares, if hes hungry or thirsty, .... i miss him so much, it kills me inside a little evry day...

go and see your baby,
i wish i could...

Seaason

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my heart goes out to you, although my 8yo son is not in foster care, my ex husband kidnapped him in January and i havnt seen or heard from him since, .
everyday i wonder if he still wants to see me, if he cries for me still when he falls and scrapes his knee, and if he needs me when he has nightmares, if hes hungry or thirsty, .... i miss him so much, it kills me inside a little evry day...

go and see your baby,
i wish i could...

Seaason:(

Seaason, maybe you should post you husband and son's pictures. Maybe some one on her has seen them.

OH MY GOODNESS? WHAT IS YOUR SONS NAME? HAS HE BEEN REPORTED MISSING OR HAS YOUR HUSBAND ALREADY TOLD THE POLICE? HOW CAN I HELP?

yes yes i have reported it to the police but they wont do anything,in this country unless there where court orders in place hes "just visiting his dad" i have tried to get the court crap done but he has to b present and he didnt show up, so we where adjourned untill they can b located...
its a LONG LONG story that i really am not up for telling right now as it upsets and angers me terribly and i dont want to spend yet another day like that, i have to think about the effect its having on my unborn baby and my other 2 kids,
maybe 1 day i will post and tell u all about it
but not today

Thank you all for your concern, i will post some pictures of them,
Seaason